Homemade first time gay

I was terrified of intimacy and always delayed throwing myself out there to date someone of the same gender. Only happened once and it is not something we’ve ever talked about.”

-Doug/Hetro with a secret

20. I eventually got out of it but it was too late, I was already listed in the gay area.

About an hour into it, a guy reached out to me and said he was just looking to give oral.

From the photos he sent me, he looked gorgeous – perfect mid-length hair, beautiful brown eyes, and a dreamy face. That’s the closest I’ve ever come to something with another dude. Stay with your friends, and don’t disappear with random strangers!

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Uwern Jong – “Making out with the bad boy”

I started young, I’ve always had a “spirit of discovery,” one that still gets in me in trouble today. 

I went to an all-boys boarding school, a place burgeoning with post-pubescent hormones.

I was so nervous and excited, driving in my black Mini Cooper, I couldn’t wait to get there. 

I remember seeing the absolute cutest boy in the club, dancing away with his friends. It happens more than people think and not because straight guys are forced into it.

In my case it was mutual. The older version had cluttered pages, pop-ups, and confusing navigation.

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The next time he came to deliver a package to our house, he handed me, with a smirk, a small note with his phone number written on it!

We started to go out a lot. He took an immediate liking to me and kept offering me cocktails all night long, which I was only too happy to accept! There has always been a part of me who was curious, so I figured WTF not, you know?

To keep it real, I’ve got to say that I enjoyed myself.

Not sure I would do it again but at least I can say I had a first gay experience.”

-Mitch/36 Straight dude

11.

Our first meeting flowed with effortless conversation. Two years ago, another guy who was my age was put on the night-shift. You can also follow him on Instagram.

Ricky Carollo – “Trying to look like a gentleman”

Have you ever felt this firing ball in your stomach that blocks your esophagus and dashes up, preventing you from talking, or from breathing?

Your first story with another gay guy?

It's that first moment of total pleasure when everything else disappears, and those weird “feelings” suddenly make complete sense. He had a very charming voice (which was the only thing I had to judge him by).

I was the happiest guy on earth. At first, I was hesitant because it seemed like that would be drawing a line, you know?

But he was persistent, and I admit I was curious. I think labels do more harm than good.”

-Ken/34 Says he’s straight

6. I became friends with one of the guys I bunked with named Dale.

On some random fall weekend, it was just me and Dale in our room while the other roommate went back home on leave.

I think that qualifies as my first gay experience.